June 22nd, 2022

Still exhausted. Got some sleeping pills to help me sleep and because I think I am having some post-surgery mental funk and keep freaking out at bedtime. It helped a bit last night but one night of full sleep does not--unfortunately--undo sleep deprivation. I've re-read Divergent, and read The Invisible Life of Addie Larue and Feversong in the last week. The authors notes at the end about her struggle with carbon monoxide poisoning was... a lot. I am hoping she is doing well these days. I had also tried reading A Discovery Of Witches, but I think the writing still just isn't quite right for me. I restarted it three times and just... Felt blegh about it.

Also been trying to eat a reasonable diet, which is kind of diffiult because I'm a food hedonist. I like delicious, decadent things. Like browned butter in brownies with chocolate chips, pepperjack mac and cheese... Absolute torture because I need to go easy on dairy, greasy and fatty foods for a little while so my stomach can adjust to not having the gallbladder to filter stuff. Oh well--I've gotten good at cooking fish and chicken quickly, and the added fruits is probably good for my chronically low energy levels. I hope.

June 14th, 2022

I had gallbladder surgery on the 9th after being violently ill for a few days. As you can see, I'm alive! and still very much recovering. Most of the incisions were tiny, but the one in my bellybutton is bigger--the surgeon also found and fixed a hernia around there so it's a little extra tender. So far feeling pretty good and probably eating more healthy food than I ever have. Kinda bruised up because I was hard to start IV's and such on. We'll see what I end up getting to next.

June 2nd, 2022

Turning this into an updates page until I have the energy to code and design something. Energy is kind of hard to come by sometimes. Kind of contemplating going back on a multivitamin because it probably wouldn't hurt even if it might not help either...

For now, I'm going to do random little projects I feel like doing. You can read my about me if you like.

I have a books page now. Still being updated/under construction as of 6-2-2022. or you can visit my guestbook and sign it.

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